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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

When you lost your way.. @ 10:27:00 PM

When you realize
No you don't realize
What you say yes to
What you say yes to

Gah, I've been losing myself frequently for these couple of weeks.

Finally, I was hit right smack in the face.

The Truth.
The one I needed to know and hear but didn't want to.

I have been giving excuses.. haven't I?

Not all are excuses but also a fact as well.

Thanks guys, you know who you are, for being my backbone when I lost mine.

And thank you, yeah, you also know who you are. For smacking it right in my face. Sorry you had to see the suckiest side of me, the insecurities I have.

Thanks for pulling me out of the dark. For once, it feels like I can breathe again. I always knew the truth in me but I never wanted to admit it. Constantly giving excuses to just ignore the facts. What was I thinking? Sorry, I wanted you to help me get the truth out of me. So I pushed you until you could say it to my face. Cause' you were the only person that could. So I can accept that reality. Don't feel bad or sorry. I needed it. SERIOUSLY.

finally, all these years, the cloudy skies are gone.

I am who I am and you can't stop me!

Finally, I embraced myself again without worrying about what others say.

Hello, Shakila!

It's been awhile..

Indeed I blessed with truly great friends :)

SHAKILA

martin.

Mmmhm.
Born and bred in Malaysia.
Born on the 16th of February 93'
Sorry if my blog offends you in any way.
Just saying it like how I see it.
Loves to doodle, scribble, draw, colour and paint. Animals and Nature.
Hates pollution, inconsiderate/selfish people, animal cruelty, forests/trees being cut down.

This may sound cheesy but I'm going to save the world.

C'est la vie